the red line shows a distanc of 5 nautical miles, so our rough position.
We woke about 10am, having dropped anchor behind Long Point
only six hours earlier. Thinking it was
already rather late to be starting across Cape Cod Bay to Plymouth, we might as
well go into town. The shore was about
100 feet to leeward, so I let out all the scope we had, added a second length
of rode, and then brought the transom within reach of the beach with a
paddle. (On reflection, the whole affair
took longer than it would have to simply inflate the kayak and paddle ashore.) Leaving a second anchor from the stern to
ensure a wind shift didn't carry the boat out of reach, we walked the quarter
mile of beach and the mile of picturesque stone dike into Provincetown. It was about two hours before high tide. Our plan was the same as in Chatham: scope
things out with an eye to finding something to eat and drinks in cool AC
comfort. We settled on a pizza place
that also advertised ice cream.
The dike is about a mile long, and a pretty walk into Provincetown.
The salt marsh and pond maintained by the dike.
These great fat ducks--common eiders, I think--seem to prefer swimming to flying.
Beatrice Ann anchored off Long Point.
We were back aboard about 3pm, half a large cheese pizza
inside us and the rest in hand. The ebb
had begun. I phoned Beatrice to get the
latest NOAA weather forecast. Winds
southwest at 5 to 10 going west about 6pm, and possible thunderstorms from a
coming cold front late at night. Not
great--but the frontal weather was to be with us right through the
weekend. I decided we would go for
it. It would mean doing most of the
crossing after dark, but I was used to this, and had long-since laid in the gps
coordinates that would see us safely into either Plymouth or the more northerly
Hingham, near Boston. (On an earlier
crossing years before, we had started even later than this. It was my first long night-crossing, and I
still remember that night on Cape Cod Bay as a magical.) Although I should have been tired, I felt
pretty good. Beatrice didn't exactly object,
but I could hear worry in her voice.
Returning to the boat, tide falling but a bit higher than we left. The Mayflower Memorial tower is visible at left in Provincetown.
We got things
ship-shape with all speed and got the anchor up. I told Trevor that, to make so long a trip
after so short a night, he would have to do a good deal of the sailing. In his confidence he was ready to do all of
it; we compromised: he could sail until full dark, then we would see. He had rather enjoyed a little night sailing under
a fingernail moon the night before. I
settled into my bunk and pretended to nap.
In reality, I was evaluating Trevor's sail trim, his course-keeping, and
his reactions to events. He did pretty
well, even after a wind shift headed us, so he was no longer able to stay on
the gps line. I relaxed and daydreamed.
Five or six nautical miles off shore, I noticed that Trevor
was luffing pretty continuously: I went into the cockpit to find him spilling
wind to keep her on her feet. He was
ready to hand over the tiller. On that
day a new idiom entered Trevor's vocabulary: "out of my league." While I explained that we could balance the
boat better with both of us on the windward side (my bunk was on the leeward),
and reef if we needed to, it quickly became apparent that a reef was an urgent
priority. The sky ahead was dark,
lightning flashed in the distance.
Events were getting way ahead of me: I initially planned to reef the
main alone, since the boat can't ride hove-to while reefing the mizzen, but by
the time we were hove-to and I was on the foredeck, I couldn't even do that. This was out of my league, as well.
My sails are sleeved and furl around the mast. Furling or reefing the main in any kind of
wind requires rotating the mast--usually not difficult. But the increasing wind
put so much strain via the flogging sail that I couldn't budge the mast, no
matter how I positioned myself on the tiny bit of deck. Added to that was a new worry: the mizzen was
unable to hold the boat head-to-wind since it was drifting backward so quickly
that the rudder would steer it on the wind, then the boat would heel perilously
on mizzen only, round up with agonizing slowness, repeating this at seemingly
random intervals. Wind and waves still
building, my mind rapidly shifted gears, from "we need to reef"
through "we need a way to ride this out," and "we need to turn
back," to "I don't want to die."
Fearing a capsize, and unable to come up with a plan that couldn't
make things worse, I told Trevor to leave the tiller alone and hang on
tight. Since I couldn't deal with the
violently flogging mainsail, I reached into the forepeak and got out the drift
sock. I had long ago thought that this cheap
fisherman's drift anchor might help with reefing under way, but my few
experiments had been disappointing, and the sock was stuffed in among the
anchors "just in case." With
no spare rode in easy reach, I tied it to the other end of the main rode and
lowered it carefully over the bow. In
moments the strain on the rode was too great for a hand alone, and I cleated it
off perhaps fifty feet off the bow.
Instantly the bow came obediently into the wind and the boat began
riding properly. Enormous relief!
Now my undivided attention returned to the main just as
Trevor cried out and pointed: the cheap aluminum carabiner (really a key ring)
that I used to fix the sheet to the clew had carried away, and the main swung
free of any impediment. I shouted to Trevor
that that was good news: had the sheet caught on anything for even a moment, we
would have been swimming. I knelt on the
deck on the lee side of the mast and pushed with all my might to counter the
pressure of the wind, and was able to rotate it a quarter-turn. Once it had made a few rotations, the
shrinking sail area began to make the job much easier. By the time I had secured the sail, a plan
had formed in my mind.
The mizzen furled more easily, since I could stand and lean
against the mast and its area was smaller to begin with. Without the mizzen, the sock alone held the
bow about forty-five degrees off the wind.
I explained to Trevor that we would sail back to Provincetown using just
the wind on masts and hull as power--fortunately P-town was now almost directly
downwind. The bit I wasn't sure about
was how we would come around, and what would happen when we were in broach
position, with the increasing waves rolling us sideways. Plan A was for Trevor to steer us around
backwards as soon as the sock was aboard, and plan B was to release the
centerboard if that prevented us from turning downwind.
Plan B it was, no harm came of the moment we spent turning, and
in a few minutes we were running before the wind and surfing four foot waves at
a steady four knots plus under bare poles with centerboard up. I called Beatrice to tell her the situation,
and told her to expect another call when we were in shelter.
Waves breaking to port. At that distance, not a worry.
Doesn't look like much, but we're doing a little modest surfing.
I was now pretty sure we weren't going to die today, but
there were still some worries: the lightning had us as far from masts as
possible--but on a twenty-foot cat ketch that's not very far. We lightly discussed possible outcomes of a
strike. My happiest scenerio involved
large holes burned through the hull at either or both mast steps, cabin and
cockpit flooded, but the boat still afloat and reasonably stable due to the
buoyancy of her storage compartments. I
sat in the back of the cockpit, four feet from the mizzenmast, while Trevor
stuffed himself and a book at the forward end of the cabin, about four or five
feet from either mast. The lightning
flashed behind and before, but never came within earshot.
Increasing wave height worried me as well; I learned not to
fear the waves I heard breaking well behind us, but concentrate on those that threatened
to break right on the transom and poop us.
The cabin I had added to this open-cockpit design has only the merest
division between outside and in: a six-inch high bulkhead beneath the
thwart/mizzenmast partner was meant only to keep rainfall and spray in its
proper place, outside the cabin. The
cockpit floor is below the waterline, so hasn't any scuppers. Three feet of aft deck between transom and
cockpit is the only thing between a breaking wave and a flooded boat. The good news is that the boat is virtually
unsinkable in the short term, having eight separate compartments totaling over
twenty-four cubic feet in volume. Hatches to the largest compartments in bow
and stern were on centerline, and would not go underwater unless the boat
turtled.
A final worry grew on me as we approached the Wood End light
that marked the beginning of shelter: These waves might increase further in
height and begin to break as they approached the shallows near the point. I began to bear away a little, adding some
centerboard to better control my direction, as I sought to balance my fear of
breaking waves against the possibility that we'd be unable to get into the lee
of any land for shelter.
As Wood End light turned from a flashing abstraction into a
solid white tower, and darkness fell, the wind and waves fell with them, and my
fear followed. What had happened to the
violent wind and seas that had ended our passage? It now seemed a thing half-imagined, blown
out of proportion by my own inadequacy.
Rain came and went, but never amounted to anything.
In trying to turn up the coast, I discovered that, even with
the full centerboard down, we could not sail under bare poles more than about
twenty degrees off dead downwind. We
managed to get the trolling motor working, and slipped quietly up and back
behind Long Point against a fading wind.
The big but untrustworthy old battery I had brought along as backup surprised
me: it drove our half-ton on at a steady two knots for about an hour with no
sign of exhaustion. A call to Bea
assured her we were well into shelter. Battery
still going strong, I decided to make for the corner close beside the dike so
we would have easy access to town. In
the darkness I had to do this by judging the relative distance to Wood End and
Long Point lights. When I judged we were
close, I headed shoreward until the centerboard touched, figuring we would have
no problems being grounded so near low tide.
By ten o'clock we were celebrating being alive with left-over pizza and
warm lemonade. We slept well.